Gay Marriage?

Okay, so the latest development is that there's a Malay Muslim student who was sponsored to study overseas, and apparently had a gay marriage.

In the Malay society, homosexuality is taboo. Forget Malay society, in any society, homosexuality is a huge ass taboo. Now the youth today in Malaysia are definitely mindf*&ked about this situation, but then again look at one of our political leaders. Ouch! Now being a Muslim, I know that homosexuality is Haram: prohibited.

My first reaction to this is "whattheffffffffffff?!"

Okay okay:
1. If you're gona get gay married, please do lose your nationality.

2. Then get the eff out of Islam, we don't need anymore people rubbing shit in our religion's name.

3. Please, TAKE THAT BAJU MELAYU OFF!!!

He was sponsored by Petronas to study abroad, that's fine.
But he has decided to cut all contact from his family here in Malaysia and owes RM900,000 to I don't care who, and expects his family to pay up.

I can only imagine how ashamed his family is, and how broken his mother's heart is.
As bad a daughter as I am, I would never go this far, and break my mother's heart or rub shit in my father's face.

Like, seriously, who are you kidding?

Note to Arif Alfian: Balik la rumah jenguk mak bapak kau yang dah lama kau buat bodoh tu. Dah lupa ke syurga tu bawah tapak kaki ibu? Ikut kan hati mmg aku nak maki hamun sumpah seranah kau ni, tapi kau ada otak & akal fikiran sendiri, so please be wise.

Pictures were taken from http://sozcyili.blogspot.com

FUFY

xox

My Passion: SHOES!

Hello lovelies!!

I LOVE SHOES, just like every other girl.

Imma let the pics do the talking.

 NOSE

VINCCI+

 NOSE

 NOSE

 No brand! Loved it at first sight, and bought it.
HARD TO FIND ya know!

 NOSE

 VINCCI+
Impulse buy, no idea why.
Might give 'em away soon.

FUFY

xox

Ramadhan Kareem!

Oh gosh, I know!

I'm more than a week late at wishing you all an awesome and eye opening Ramadhan, 

but hey better late than never!

RAMADHAN KAREEM!

Anyways, I hope this Ramadhan, all of us will somehow sober up,

wake up and smell the coffee that we are all 1 year older and need to grow up!

We've all done our wrongs in the past year, and this is a great time to forgive, forget and reconcile.

(Though I don't see that happening with some people, but it's nice to say such things eh?)

To have a successful Ramadhan:

1. Pray the wajib 5 prayers a day.

2. Tarawih is sunnah, but go if you can, and would love some extra credit.

3. DO NOT BITCH!

4. NO GOSSIPING!

5. Tolerate.

6. Read at least some pages of the Qur'an a day, so you may khatam by the end of the month,

if you haven't already.

Basically, do everything in the name of Allah SWT, Muhammad SAW and the betterment of yourself.

FUFY

xox

Reflecting.

Nobody's proud of all the wrongs they've done, right?

I'm not proud of all the wrongs I've done, but I am happy I'd made them because I learn from my mistakes.

Over the past two and a half years, I've met so many inspiring people.
So many dedicated people.

The good, the bad and the ugly.

Over time, obviously, things happen.

People have developed a certain image of me.

A person can say that they don't care what people say about them, but at some point you've got to take notice.

Yeah sure I don't give a shit, but then, what are friends for if you can't take their advice in right?

They fight with you to prove a point, they argue with you to fix you.

If one is the kind to not care what people say, or pay a deaf ear to everything anyone may say about you, then what makes you?

I must say that I notice people have perceived me as:

1. Ignorant.

2. Bitchy

3. Trouble maker

4. Self centred

5. Gossip

When I want them to see me as (direct ref to the list above):

1. I don't care what people say about you, I love you anyways.

2. Strong and strict when I need to be.

3. Fun

4. Confident

5. Talkative.

Yeah, people always get misread, always misunderstood.

I want to clarify this, here and now:

-I MAY BE THE BIGGEST BITCH YOU'D MET SO FAR, BUT IN TIMES OF NEED, I WILL TRY MY BEST TO BE THERE FOR YOU.

-I DON'T JUDGE YOU BY LISTENING TO OTHERS, I SEE YOU FOR WHO YOU ARE AND ACCEPT YOU ANYWAYS.

-I MAY BITCH ABOUT YOU, I MAY CURSE YOU, BUT AT THE END OF THE DAY I'M STILL HERE FOR YOU.

WHAT ARE FRIENDS FOR?

I want to thank:

Fatin Shamimi for waking me up when I get too carried away. For letting me know that not everyone is against me, the world won't cave if I make one enemy.

Nazrin Shahnaz for teaching me that friends don't hold grudges and accept each other anyways. For teaching me that laughing out loud really is the best cure.

Fatin Yusof for teaching me how to be strong when we need to, not forgetting the cigs :P

Olipe Nathasa & Erlisa Chandra for being there for me when nobody else was.

I swear this list could go on forever, because everyone I've met in Limkokwing has taught me something.

Everyone's somehow spoiled me or reality bitch slapped me, and I thank you all for all the guidance that I've either directly or indirectly received from you all :)

Now, I do realize that my image is like 70% negative because I'd been displaying some bad behavior.

That behavior is because I'd actually had some hardship thrown at me, and that's taught me to cave in and put thick walls high up.

I've been defending myself against everything, that I forget, there is good in this world.

And I want to let down my walls. 

I want to put the defense away.

For me to achieve this, I need everyone's support.

I need my girls back.

I could really use a second chance, I want to start over, and I could really use your help.

I'm sure you all see that I've somehow lost my way, too insecure.

I can't wait to see you all soon, and Insyallah we'll have a really nice chat over lunch & dinner dates :)

FATIN A'LIA

xox

Illegal Riot / Rally. Seriously?!

Okay okay kids, I get it!

You're not happy the govt doesn't give you what you want at times, and so?

BOOHOOHOO!

Used to getting everything you want, is that it?

HOW SPOILT ARE YOU?!

So recently, there'd been developments in Malaysia.

People going against people; politicians against politicians; all that whoopdeedoo in any typical govt

on any given day.

Typical drama in a country, usually resolved without rioting, or killing each other.

So now, some smart people decide, "Hey, let's go against the govt! HAVE OUR VOICES HEARD!"

Yaaaay! What a great idea! Seriously?!

HELLO!!!

Tun Mahathir dedicated 20 years of his life as our Prime Minister, when he would've been happier elsewhere, just to ensure your future!!
Our current PM Dato' Sri Najib Tun Razak, is working day and night, regardless of the hour, to bring in investors, creating bonds between our country with others, and lots more 

FOR US!

FOR A BRIGHT SUCCESSFUL FUTURE FOR MALAYSIA!!

FOR YOU!!

HOW CAN YOU OVERLOOK THAT!?

Our forefathers have done so much to ensure safety, peace and equality among us all.
They've done so much for your ungrateful asses, and you still want to go against the government, and riot?

Never had they put themselves before the nation, never had they decided "Meh! It can wait til tomorrow.".

NEVER!

Be grateful someone other than your parents care for you!

To brainless teens out there, they'd think its fun and exciting to join a rally.

Go against the govt, express yourself, fine.

But, remember this..

You are disturbing the peace that we've all worked so hard to obtain and maintain, WHY!?

WHAT'S YOUR MOTIVE?!

Yes, there are mess ups here and there, not everybody gets what they want right?

PLEASE, I BEG, THAT YOU DO NOT JOIN THIS RIOT

AND DISTURB THE PEACE THAT WE'VE TRIED SO HARD TO GAIN.

PLEASE THINK BEFORE IT'S TOO LATE.

Not all change is good.

Note: This article is just how I feel about the current situation in Malaysia, not pointing at anybody or slandering any particular persons.

FUFY

xox

PMS

Are you effing kidding me?!
You'd really done it this time!
Why do you have to do this to me every damn month?
What do you want from me?!
Couldn't you come once every 2 months instead?

I really hate it when I'm PMS-ing, not like any other girl would love it, but it pisses me off!
Every time this a-hole glory comes around, I get pissed at everything and everyone for no shit!
I know it's hormones that makes me so damn pissed about nothing, but honestly, I'd rather be buck wild horny.

It's enough I have bs-ers looking for shit with me all the time, and now I gotta add PMS on top?!
Uh Uh!! NOOOO!!

I'm gona stop now, 'cause if I continue, it'll never end!

FUFY

xox

25-06-2011

Thank you for today, sayang :)
I love you so much :)

FUFY

xox

Etude House BB Cream

 

So today is 9th July 2011, Thursday :)

I bought the June 2011 issue of CLEO Magazine, and saw the advert for a Korean BB Cream.

Decided to buy it, and so I did!!

I bought the stuff in the picture above from Etude House at a total of around RM80.
The BB (Blemish Balm) Cream cost me RM 65.40. It came with the brush and a box of 80pcs of their Silky Cotton Pads. Pretty good deal, I should say :)
I bought the eye liner too because I've been using Etude House eye liner for about a year now, and I must say, it is awesome :) It's water proof and sooo easy to remove, you don't even need a proper eye make up remover, you just use water!!

Anyways, I'll be reviewing Etude House's BB Cream :)

 

So the BB Cream came in a cute beige box that had pearl finish, really cute!

The BB Cream's own packaging was a soft purple tube with a pump head, so you could control the amount of cream that came out.
Every pump delivers about the size of a small peanut.

Using the brush, that one pump is enough for your whole face.

The brush is a 3:4 the same size as the BB Cream bottle itself.
I found it very easy to use and sooo helpful!

It only took about 5 minutes to cover my whole face.
The texture of the cream is just right, not too thick and not too runny.

When I read its ingredients on the box, the list started with Water, so that means most of the product is made of water. Which is a good thing, because water based products are easier absorbed into the skin and lets the skin somehow breathe. The 2nd ingredient is Pearl Extract, so that means light bounces off the skin giving it that healthy pretty shine, not that oily gross shine. The kind of shine that makes you glow oh so radiant :)

What's awesome about BB Cream is that it can be used as a highlighter, foundation, make up base and concealer! 4 in 1!! And the longer you wear it, the better it gets at giving your skin that beautiful healthy glow!

After about 4 hours of wearing this BB Cream by Etude House, I'd rate it 4 out of 5.

WHY?
1. Perfect texture
2. Smells great
3. Easy to apply
4. Delivers what it promises
5. Doesn't make skin feel sticky after applying, even after 4 hours.

6. Multiuse.

Left: Right after application. Right: 4 hours later.

How I look after 4 hours :)

*Notice the milky white color it gives off? That's what you're looking for in foundation, concealer and highlighters :)

*Etude House did not pay me to do this review and neither did CLEO. This is my own initiative, for the benefit of anybody that may read.

FUFY
xox

Malaysia's future depends on our youth!

Tonight, I came online, and people kept talking about this girl.
Apparently, the whole nation is.

Her name is "Adinda Evans" aka Daten Milano on FB.
Check the blog out

So what I don't and can't understand is, how did she turn out this way?

I myself had been abroad for 10 years, educated abroad, much more exposed to the crazy, weird and wild world that we live in, and I didn't turn out to be like her!
So why should she: locally educated, with all the moral studies at school, turn out this way?

(Read the blog to understand, it's all in Malay though)

It's been said that out beloved country Malaysia, is forward thinking what with all the creativity and innovation by the youth today.
I DON'T REALLY SEE THAT HAPPENING.

So I came home from abroad expecting a much better Malaysia.
I mean yes, I was 8 when I left, little did I know of racism and politics.
But I what knew a lot of, were kids.
When I was 10, sex was unheard of. It was seen as taboo.
These days, 10 year old kids smoke, have no respect for the elder, and do what they please.

If I were given the right to blame anyone for this outrageous behavior of our youth today, I would honestly and sincerely blame their PARENTS.
WHY?!

When I was a kid, parents encouraged teachers to break us and shape us to be proper people.
Teach us our moral values, at least the ones we should know at the time.

But now, kids know too much!

HOW?!

Parents don't let teachers even scold their kid for their mistakes, parents give their children everything they want. Parents always defend the child, even when they're wrong.
What does one learn from having such parents?

"I can run away with anything, I am invincible. Nothing is wrong, eff everybody! Even my parents don't tell me shit!"

I am very sorry for Malaysia at this time, our youth has gone bonkers, politicians distorting the image of the government, racism, drug trafficking and human trafficking.
I am terribly upset to see what's become of Malaysia in just a span of 10 years.
It's devastating.
I literally cry when I watch the news, it's just so disappointing.

But I do want to salute and thank our current Prime Minister: Datuk Seri Dr Mohd Najib Tun Razak, for trying his best, day and night to revive and clean the Malaysian image that irresponsible Malaysians out there have tarnished.

Thank you Prime Minister, and I love you for all your efforts :)

FUFY

xox

ARE YOU EFFING KIDDING ME?!

The man spent USD $80 million dollars on a research that nobody gives a crap about!!

http://news.yahoo.com/s/ap/20110524/ap_on_re_us/us_apocalypse_saturday

THIS IS JUST TOO DAMN FUNNY!!

LOL

xoxo

FUFY

Wish me luck!!

Soooo it is now 8.33pm, I have more or less only 3 hours to eat all I can eat!
I have to start fasting for my operation tomorrow morning :)

I feared it would turn out to be cancer, because I felt a lump in my left breast.
It's actually been there since last year, I first felt it like a tiny marble.
Called my boyfriend to tell him, broke down crying 'cause I was scared of what it may be.

I'd been so scared of what it could've been, that I'd avoided going to the doctor to check out what it was.

After a loooong time avoiding, it grew! :(
It grew to be the size of an oval golf ball kind of thing.
Gave up avoiding the doc, went for a check up.

After the grueling process of having 10 doctors/nurses either looking at or grabbing my boobs, needles being prodded into the "growth" to get test samples and waiting for the test results, the doctor's told me that it is Fibroadenoma. An abnormal growth of a single breast cell into a tumor, if not removed, it could become cancer.

So, yeah!
I decided to have it removed!

And tomorrow is the day this tumor I'd befriended, would be taken out of me :'(
I'm going to miss it being around, but it's life threatening..
I'm sorry Left-Boob-Tumor, but you've got to go :(
BYE BYE TUMOR!!

P.s: Wish me luck! Pray for me! :)
xoxo

FUFY

Me. Bitch? No!

So recently, I caught up with an old friend.
Told him eeeevvvveeerrryyythiiiiing!!

He says this,"One thing lah you, you like to piss people off!"
And, I can't agree more :)

I'm really sorry, but sometimes it's just so crazy fun to yank someone's chain, it's fun to watch.
I know that sentence made me sound like such a HUGE BITCH, but really, I'm not..

How?

The victims are always people that pissed me off in the first place :)
So if you didn't attempt to get on my nerves first, rest assured that I will never pounce on your ass

xox
FUFY

I'm am me, and I don't give a f**k about you :)

So recently, some crazy ass drama happened, and some people just couldn't handle the shit by themselves and let it go to someone else to handle it.

Well for me, at least I didn't have to lie to get through the shit that happened. People hear things about me, they come up to me and I don't lie about what truths that may have come out. Cause for me, it doesn't matter how bad it sounds, how bad it seems or what the ugly truth is, because IT IS THE TRUTH!!

I don't find a point in pleasing and comforting people's ears and hearts/feelings, because telling them lies doesn't make anything better. I accept what I've done, where I've been, who I am and everything about me. Not because I have to, but because it is me whether I like it or not. I really don't care what people think about me, I really couldn't give a damn what people say about me, because I know me best.

Unlike some people, they just have to lie about their actions to cover their tracks, their past and their ugliness. I find those people to be in denial, they can't accept their past and come face to face with who/what they are. It's sad, really!

So today, look in the mirror, analyze yourself. Do you like that person you see? Does it matter what people say? Accept who you are today, because once you do, life will be as easy as pie! :)

PARENTS OF MALAYSIA NEED TO READ THIS!

http://shine.yahoo.com/channel/parenting/25-manners-every-kid-should-know-by-age-9-2480238/

MIND YOUR KIDS!!

xoxo

FUFY

..Update: Acid Splashers Terrify Kuala Lumpur

So today is the 11th of May 2012. 

I read up on an update about the creepy news.

So the police have released a statement saying that the attacks are mostly upon women, either at parking lots, walking alone from their work places, bus stations and even at LRT stations. They've also mentioned that it isn't just acid that they're splashing women with, but also other chemicals: alkalis and the like that cause burns.

Check http://my.news.yahoo.com/police-tracking-down-suspects-spalshing-chemicals-members-public-142651342.html out for more info.

members of the public with information on these cases to call the

police at 03-21159999


My comment

I'm quite freaked out about this madness, I mean there aren't only locals in KL. There are loads of tourists too!

They're attacking women and children!

WHY?! Nobody knows, but we all need to stay vigilant and BE CAREFUL!!

xoxo

FUFY

Relief

A lot of things have happened recently, too many things.

Most of us got an eye opening reality bitch slap, some of us discovered truths, and some even regretted what had happened.

From having gone through it all, I can say that I've learned quite a few things. For example, how to not speak your mind freely all the time (even if they say the don't care) in front of your friends, because you don't know who just might get bored of you. If not bored of you, they decide to sell you out to save their asses. If not sell you out, orchestrate a little entertainment for themselves by twisting your words and telling them to the opposite party. If not twist your words, they misunderstand. If not misunderstand, they just pretend to care.

They say ignorance is bliss, but how far does ignorance take you? One can only ignore something to some certain extent and act out. Take me, for an example, I can't be challenged. I always step up to the plate when I'm challenged, I just can't ignore it. You might want to call this "step-up-when-challenged-cuz-I-can't-ignore" attitude some DRAMA QUEEN thing. But honestly, what kind of person are you if you don't man up? You'd be a PUSSY!!

Yes, betrayal is a huuuuge bitch!! But it's times like this that you find out who your real friends are, who will stand by you and who will be there at the end of the day. I am happy to say that through the past 3-4weeks of crap drama and over-reactions, I have found some real true friends. People whom I can actually trust, and share everything with. :)

Well, anyways, I'm just so glad it is all over. Now, everybody knows who's who, and everyone has seen every each other person's true colors. As for me, I still have a lot to figure out, understand and learn :)

xoxo

FUFY

Awesome Like This

This is what I look like when I talk, gossip, present, mock you and make faces at you :)
xoxo

FUFY

Acid splashers terrify Kuala Lumpur

So recently there's been some word on the streets of K.L. that there have been attacks by a man/some men riding on bikes and splashing acid on women, mostly fair skinned or non-hijab women.

Read this blog http://syedsoutsidethebox.blogspot.com/2011/05/kl-acid-splasher-police-must-inform.html for more details.

If you're planning to go to K.L. anytime soon:
- Go with friends

- Carry a bottle of mineral water, in case you get splashed
- Never go anywhere alone
- Avoid the road side, as they may just drive by and splash you

PLEASE TRY TO AVOID GOING TO K.L!!

xoxo

FUFY

Seriously?!

Seriously girl, if you're gonna bitch, make sure I hear it!
If I'm never gonna hear it, might as well just shut that hole in your face!

 You know everyone else has a problem with you too, so it's not me that needs to change, it's you!

Trust me, a change would help you, a lot!!

I don't give a shit whose daughter you are, it's your dad/mom that's rich/prominent, not you!

START ACTING YOUR PART AND AGE!!
xoxo

FUFY

Syukur Alhamdulillah :)

GOOD NIGHT!

Change of pace?

Sometimes I feel like wearing it, sometimes not..
I know it's not a matter of wanting to wear it or not, because it's WAJIB..

I want to wear it, but I know I'll take it off..

I don't know :(

I look good in it, I feel good in it, but it doesn't feel right just yet..

HELP ME!

BORN THIS WAY

Mad in Love!

Okay, so I'm a sucker for beauty products, though I don't buy 'em so often. I've recently felt that my hair was stressed out, fried, and frazzled. Got a hair cut and bought a new shampoo from Toni&Guy, which I'd been longing to use for a while now. And fair enough, only after the first use, my hair was sooo soft I wanted to cry!! I bought the Moisture Injection Shampoo which retails for RM 29.90 (if I'm not mistaken) in a bottle of 250 ml in Malaysia :)

I love love love this shampoo, best I'd ever put on my hair! I'd totally recommend it to anyone out there that's looking to revive, moisturize and breathe new life into their frizzy split ends! 

Sayang, I miss you..

Tonight, is our 2nd year anniversary!! :)

I'm so happy and blessed to have been loved by you for the past two years of my life..

Never did I think we'd be jumping over our 2nd mile stone this soon, I love you..

Today I promise, that this budak jahat will always sayang you no matter what..

You can call me baby, sayang, manja or even mutut, I don't mind, just don't leave me k? :P

Sayang, I'm the luckiest girl in the world today, because I have someone no other girl does, YOU!! 

I say I'm the luckiest 'cuz no other guy would be able to put with this drama queens rubbish for this long, and still love her with all his heart :)

...And still spoils her rotten with Toblerone, Hershey's, and Famous Amos!!

I thank you for loving me for who I am, for accepting me, for befriending me, understanding me, picking up the tiny pieces of me whenever I break and putting the pieces back together.. I love you so much for everything you've done for me in the past two years..

You've helped me grow so much, thank you sayang :)

And yes, I am looking forward to our 100th anniversary :D

It's been over a month since I last saw my heartbeat. :( I miss him so so much! I can't wait for him to come back with candies and treats :) 

It's going to be our 2nd year anniversary soon, on the 1st of Feb, and I am so happy to know that somebody loves me so much to have been taking my drama for almost 2 whole years now :')

Sayang, I love you so much!

My New Heels!!

I love, lurve, laaav my new heels!!

END OF FACEBOOK?! NO!!!

Hey lovelies!
Well there's been a recent development saying that Facebook is about to be shut down on the 15th of March this year?! Is it a mrketing strategy, a hoax or the truth???

PALO ALTO, CA –Mark Zuckerberg announced that Facebook will be shut down in March. Managing the site has become too stressful.

“Facebook has gotten out of control,” said Zuckerberg in a press conference outside his Palo Alto office, “and the stress of managing this company has ruined my life. I need to put an end to all the madness.”

Zuckerberg went on to explain that starting March 15th, users will no longer be able to access their Facebook accounts.

“After March 15th the whole website shuts down,” said Avrat Humarthi, Vice President of Technical Affairs at Facebook. “So if you ever want to see your pictures again, I recommend you take them off the internet. You won’t be able to get them back once Facebook goes out of business.”

Zuckerberg said that the decision to shut down Facebook was difficult, but that he does not think people will be upset.

“I personally don’t think it’s a big deal,” he said in a private phone interview. “And to be honest, I think it’s for the better. Without Facebook, people will have to go outside and make real friends. That’s always a good thing.”

Some Facebook users were furious upon hearing the shocking news.

“What am I going to do without Facebook?” said Denise Bradshaw, a high school student from Indiana. “My life revolves around it. I’m on Facebook at least 10 hours a day. Now what am I going to do with all that free time?”

However, parents across the country have been experiencing a long anticipated sense of relief.

“I’m glad the Facebook nightmare is over,” said Jon Guttari, a single parent from Detroit. “Now my teenager’s face won’t be glued to a computer screen all day. Maybe I can even have a conversation with her.”

Those in the financial circuit are criticizing Zuckerberg for walking away from a multibillion dollar franchise. Facebook is currently ranked as one of the wealthiest businesses in the world, with economists estimating its value at around 7.9 billion.

But Zuckerberg remains unruffled by these accusations. He says he will stand by his decision to give Facebook the axe.

“I don’t care about the money,” said Zuckerberg. “I just want my old life back.”

The Facebook Corporation suggests that users remove all of their personal information from the website before March 15th. After that date, all photos, notes, links, and videos will be permanently erased.

Taken from  http://www.firetown.com/blog/2011/01/08/will-facebook-shut-down-march-15th/


*Okay, seriously, what are we to do when Facebook shuts down? We're definitely going to lose contact with our friends and family abroad!! I CAN'T AFFORD THAT!!

Aaargh!

This is exactly how I feel right now!! I'm on semester break and all I have to do is stay home, laze around and wait for my mom to call me to pick her & my siblings up.. That's all I do! I'm not allowed to do jack s**t! Staying in this house and waiting for their call is like waiting for the sky to fall on my head! Sitting around like is just going to drive me CRAZY!!

Hello 2011!!

I've cleaned up this blog and it's now my diary for 2011 and hopefully years to come :)

GOODBYE 2010, HELLO 2011!! ♥