Relief

A lot of things have happened recently, too many things.
Most of us got an eye opening reality bitch slap, some of us discovered truths, and some even regretted what had happened.

From having gone through it all, I can say that I've learned quite a few things. For example, how to not speak your mind freely all the time (even if they say the don't care) in front of your friends, because you don't know who just might get bored of you. If not bored of you, they decide to sell you out to save their asses. If not sell you out, orchestrate a little entertainment for themselves by twisting your words and telling them to the opposite party. If not twist your words, they misunderstand. If not misunderstand, they just pretend to care.

They say ignorance is bliss, but how far does ignorance take you? One can only ignore something to some certain extent and act out. Take me, for an example, I can't be challenged. I always step up to the plate when I'm challenged, I just can't ignore it. You might want to call this "step-up-when-challenged-cuz-I-can't-ignore" attitude some DRAMA QUEEN thing. But honestly, what kind of person are you if you don't man up? You'd be a PUSSY!!

Yes, betrayal is a huuuuge bitch!! But it's times like this that you find out who your real friends are, who will stand by you and who will be there at the end of the day. I am happy to say that through the past 3-4weeks of crap drama and over-reactions, I have found some real true friends. People whom I can actually trust, and share everything with. :)

Well, anyways, I'm just so glad it is all over. Now, everybody knows who's who, and everyone has seen every each other person's true colors. As for me, I still have a lot to figure out, understand and learn :)
xoxo

FUFY