ARE YOU EFFING KIDDING ME?!

The man spent USD $80 million dollars on a research that nobody gives a crap about!!

http://news.yahoo.com/s/ap/20110524/ap_on_re_us/us_apocalypse_saturday

THIS IS JUST TOO DAMN FUNNY!!

LOL

xoxo

FUFY

Wish me luck!!

Soooo it is now 8.33pm, I have more or less only 3 hours to eat all I can eat!
I have to start fasting for my operation tomorrow morning :)

I feared it would turn out to be cancer, because I felt a lump in my left breast.
It's actually been there since last year, I first felt it like a tiny marble.
Called my boyfriend to tell him, broke down crying 'cause I was scared of what it may be.

I'd been so scared of what it could've been, that I'd avoided going to the doctor to check out what it was.

After a loooong time avoiding, it grew! :(
It grew to be the size of an oval golf ball kind of thing.
Gave up avoiding the doc, went for a check up.

After the grueling process of having 10 doctors/nurses either looking at or grabbing my boobs, needles being prodded into the "growth" to get test samples and waiting for the test results, the doctor's told me that it is Fibroadenoma. An abnormal growth of a single breast cell into a tumor, if not removed, it could become cancer.

So, yeah!
I decided to have it removed!

And tomorrow is the day this tumor I'd befriended, would be taken out of me :'(
I'm going to miss it being around, but it's life threatening..
I'm sorry Left-Boob-Tumor, but you've got to go :(
BYE BYE TUMOR!!

P.s: Wish me luck! Pray for me! :)
xoxo

FUFY

Me. Bitch? No!

So recently, I caught up with an old friend.
Told him eeeevvvveeerrryyythiiiiing!!

He says this,"One thing lah you, you like to piss people off!"
And, I can't agree more :)

I'm really sorry, but sometimes it's just so crazy fun to yank someone's chain, it's fun to watch.
I know that sentence made me sound like such a HUGE BITCH, but really, I'm not..

How?

The victims are always people that pissed me off in the first place :)
So if you didn't attempt to get on my nerves first, rest assured that I will never pounce on your ass

xox
FUFY

I'm am me, and I don't give a f**k about you :)

So recently, some crazy ass drama happened, and some people just couldn't handle the shit by themselves and let it go to someone else to handle it.

Well for me, at least I didn't have to lie to get through the shit that happened. People hear things about me, they come up to me and I don't lie about what truths that may have come out. Cause for me, it doesn't matter how bad it sounds, how bad it seems or what the ugly truth is, because IT IS THE TRUTH!!

I don't find a point in pleasing and comforting people's ears and hearts/feelings, because telling them lies doesn't make anything better. I accept what I've done, where I've been, who I am and everything about me. Not because I have to, but because it is me whether I like it or not. I really don't care what people think about me, I really couldn't give a damn what people say about me, because I know me best.

Unlike some people, they just have to lie about their actions to cover their tracks, their past and their ugliness. I find those people to be in denial, they can't accept their past and come face to face with who/what they are. It's sad, really!

So today, look in the mirror, analyze yourself. Do you like that person you see? Does it matter what people say? Accept who you are today, because once you do, life will be as easy as pie! :)

PARENTS OF MALAYSIA NEED TO READ THIS!

http://shine.yahoo.com/channel/parenting/25-manners-every-kid-should-know-by-age-9-2480238/

MIND YOUR KIDS!!

xoxo

FUFY

..Update: Acid Splashers Terrify Kuala Lumpur

So today is the 11th of May 2012. 

I read up on an update about the creepy news.

So the police have released a statement saying that the attacks are mostly upon women, either at parking lots, walking alone from their work places, bus stations and even at LRT stations. They've also mentioned that it isn't just acid that they're splashing women with, but also other chemicals: alkalis and the like that cause burns.

Check http://my.news.yahoo.com/police-tracking-down-suspects-spalshing-chemicals-members-public-142651342.html out for more info.

members of the public with information on these cases to call the

police at 03-21159999


My comment

I'm quite freaked out about this madness, I mean there aren't only locals in KL. There are loads of tourists too!

They're attacking women and children!

WHY?! Nobody knows, but we all need to stay vigilant and BE CAREFUL!!

xoxo

FUFY

Relief

A lot of things have happened recently, too many things.

Most of us got an eye opening reality bitch slap, some of us discovered truths, and some even regretted what had happened.

From having gone through it all, I can say that I've learned quite a few things. For example, how to not speak your mind freely all the time (even if they say the don't care) in front of your friends, because you don't know who just might get bored of you. If not bored of you, they decide to sell you out to save their asses. If not sell you out, orchestrate a little entertainment for themselves by twisting your words and telling them to the opposite party. If not twist your words, they misunderstand. If not misunderstand, they just pretend to care.

They say ignorance is bliss, but how far does ignorance take you? One can only ignore something to some certain extent and act out. Take me, for an example, I can't be challenged. I always step up to the plate when I'm challenged, I just can't ignore it. You might want to call this "step-up-when-challenged-cuz-I-can't-ignore" attitude some DRAMA QUEEN thing. But honestly, what kind of person are you if you don't man up? You'd be a PUSSY!!

Yes, betrayal is a huuuuge bitch!! But it's times like this that you find out who your real friends are, who will stand by you and who will be there at the end of the day. I am happy to say that through the past 3-4weeks of crap drama and over-reactions, I have found some real true friends. People whom I can actually trust, and share everything with. :)

Well, anyways, I'm just so glad it is all over. Now, everybody knows who's who, and everyone has seen every each other person's true colors. As for me, I still have a lot to figure out, understand and learn :)

xoxo

FUFY

Awesome Like This

This is what I look like when I talk, gossip, present, mock you and make faces at you :)
xoxo

FUFY

Acid splashers terrify Kuala Lumpur

So recently there's been some word on the streets of K.L. that there have been attacks by a man/some men riding on bikes and splashing acid on women, mostly fair skinned or non-hijab women.

Read this blog http://syedsoutsidethebox.blogspot.com/2011/05/kl-acid-splasher-police-must-inform.html for more details.

If you're planning to go to K.L. anytime soon:
- Go with friends

- Carry a bottle of mineral water, in case you get splashed
- Never go anywhere alone
- Avoid the road side, as they may just drive by and splash you

PLEASE TRY TO AVOID GOING TO K.L!!

xoxo

FUFY

Seriously?!

Seriously girl, if you're gonna bitch, make sure I hear it!
If I'm never gonna hear it, might as well just shut that hole in your face!

 You know everyone else has a problem with you too, so it's not me that needs to change, it's you!

Trust me, a change would help you, a lot!!

I don't give a shit whose daughter you are, it's your dad/mom that's rich/prominent, not you!

START ACTING YOUR PART AND AGE!!
xoxo

FUFY

Syukur Alhamdulillah :)

GOOD NIGHT!

Change of pace?

Sometimes I feel like wearing it, sometimes not..
I know it's not a matter of wanting to wear it or not, because it's WAJIB..

I want to wear it, but I know I'll take it off..

I don't know :(

I look good in it, I feel good in it, but it doesn't feel right just yet..

HELP ME!